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my father never cried

from LOST BOYS by jaengus gone

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I'm the alpha dog you swallow more balls than omega Shenron the shit I'm on is enough to OD your whole graduating class son back the fuck off

Her secret was so sacred it was profane
The young heart resembles a blue flame
and I'm pouring on propane
I'm potent I'm pwning everything

Come to me like I'm cold and her coat is open
Fell down and found my lips level with a flower soaked in
royal jelly
the television was never turned on

She drinking from a wooden cask
I'm her long-tongued St. Bernard
I love her like plants love god
like snake and rod
I love her clothes rent writhing like for a life that's gone
I love her

She makes everything seem clean to me
she said in me all things are new and shiny
In you there is a seed to be planted deeply and firmly in me
and when we’re done shaking I sit there and say baby you make me so crazy
And await that day when we both don't want anything but each other

the lazy diamond of downtown
Beautiful but not radiant
Cut but clouded
Standing on the corner of state and Hailey
with my sack tight from caffeine
my breathing tight
and I'm constantly uncrossing my bare arms

Sitting standing
panting planting corn
waiting for my love to be reborn
I'm made out of all kinds of fucking precious things
I eat blood and I smile
wild

Long after I professed to like art I found that I actually did because it ended up being the only experience that actually felt like talking to someone

Muscle tone mausoleum
driving in a Nissan
Liam lynch
Heard us pray
let everyone who died today
Diaper tray
doppler radar
bag of vapor
Darth Vader
bat quasar
Here's whatever you like
whenever you like
whatever you like
Your life can be like this or you can sit tight
on all fours
Fighting the color of Christmas lighting
bloody jungle wreath on the doorway
fluoride porridge
Corpus Christi
comic book crypt keys

the fog lifted and they were distant
this pudgy figure called the artist
this sexy rail waif called the writer
spiral web spider
vibrator tiger saber
suboxone catering tray songs
drink nilla wafers at my grandma's house
but that's all over now

Fire island I'm dining on fibers
violent sunrise sea glass sea spiders
triton's daughters
my father never cried and I can't stop
its appropriate generations ebb and flow
I feel the war more than they do

Tyranna tarantula
avalanche aperture
aphids apple store
abattoir alka seltzer

Smash barrels on the cave wall
Plato sentinel
betinol ventilator
john the revelator radiator
blew the clues in the news
to the control spire

Celebrity as an act of a will
activity in the capillaries
Apple peels
my adversaries are ancillary
apiary Olvera street
inordinate appetites
English beat
heavens light cabin
tight heir apparent
kindling claret
the things that we cherish often at one point scared us
Atone for the things that were not honest
In there as always inescapable ineffable
on us

Always smell like fermenting fruit in my car
a bar in Mexico listening to Calexico cover bob dylan

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from LOST BOYS, released June 11, 2022

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